Hey Dad,
You know I am not the tidiest person in the world. My house looks lived in! You can tell that four people live here. Since you've gone untidiness is really getting to me! I have all of your belongings from the flat under my stairs and your treasured possessions in a box under the table. There are letters from all different types of organisations that need to be filed in your paperwork. The thing is the house is no different to how it usually is, but I've changed.
When I get to work the office is full of season stuff and work that needs to be sent out in the next few days and everything is everywhere and it is really getting to me!
I have been reading the book that I posted about and the writer has now covered the issue of fixing things! Having to be in control because you have lost control of something else. Loosing a loved one really does shake the foundation from under your feet! So now I am needing order and structure because I have lost my footing and feel shaken up. I am trying to make things better that don't need me to because I need to do something!
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